Tonight I discovered that the editors of Letters to a Young Artist are friends with my friend, Brian from Boston! He's been mentioning these curators for years, although we've never met. With only a few connections to the art world, I have approximately 1 degree of separation from the people who created this book. Kind of freaky!
Anyway, the last essay of the collection is written by Joseph Grigely, and in it he discusses Keats's idea of Negative Capability:
"Keats described Negative Capability as a way of being, 'wherein one is capable of being in uncertainties, Mysteries, doubts, without any irritable reaching after fact and reason.'"
Along with the uncertainties, Mysteries, and doubts, I struggle with the marginalization of contemporary experimental cinema in online discussion. :) (I know that some of you know that I struggle with this!) So I am giving myself permission to no longer attempt to fix or solve or correct or chastise or even analyze this situation. If I'm letting myself off the hook, then all of you writers are off the hook too! That means no more of my meltdowns in the comments fields! No more of my interfering as self-appointed editor and whistle-blower! No more irritable reaching after fact and reason! I've become a bit obsessed over the lack of documentation of contemporary experimental cinema, and it's not enjoyable. It's better to be obsessed about creative things, like making films & videos of flowers, cats, and children.
And one last question . . . who knows, maybe along with the wonderful & creative writing that is happening on experimental cinema, the films will do more of the talking?
Happy Thanksgiving!